Right now I feel like life gave me way too many lemons.
I don't know what to do with the extra.
These past couple of weeks have been over whelming.
Recently, my family made some big decisions that would impact my life greatly. I was really excited and so pumped for an epic life long change! Let the adventure begin!
I was finally ready to start a new chapter somewhere else, and drop everything.... (except college and friends!).
But suddenly everything changed. When I say everything, I mean EVERYTHING.
Now, I am kinda in this purgatory state.
I just don't know what to expect next. I feel like.... I just don't even know how to describe how I am feeling. I know one thing---I do not like this feeling.
I feel lost, and on edge....
I need my friends
Yes, i know my friends are busy. But I need my friends to support me!
I don't even know who to turn to except to God.
**now I'm getting teary eyed LOL! **
Literally, God is my Best friend! He will never stab me in the back, forget me, abandon me, lie to me, hurt me. He will always be by my side no matter what.
Like guys, it is truly so beautiful to think that God is always there for me and beside me. He will listen to me and let me cry my guts out to Him. He will comfort me in times of difficulty. He will encourage me, and He will love me.
Is that cool or what?
God has blessed me in so many ways. This is just another trial I must go through. He has strengthened me incredibly! There have been many times these past couple of weeks where I was ready to put everything down and just give up. I was so stressed out, and had no idea what to do or what life and God had planned for me. I felt so desperate for answers.
I decided to LET IT GO.
Thats right folks! I am not going to let this bring me down. God will see me rise above this trial. Why should I waste another moment worrying about the future?! SERIOUSLY!
